One of the huge blessings in this life that God has given me is a job that challenges my mind, and pays enough for our family to live comfortably. Because my work involves connecting remotely to servers I will never see, it doesn’t really matter where I do my work; for this reason, I am permitted to work from home quite often.
When I was employed by another company, doing a similar job, I used to work four days a week from home, only going ‘into the city’ once a week. If something prevented me from doing this, it might be a couple of weeks between visits to my office. Over time, this caused me to avoid projects on which I would need to collaborate with other employees, and ultimately that practice reduced my value to the company. In the Fall of 2002, I was laid off, and did not find regular work for another seventeen months.
When it began to be possible to work from home in this job, I was determined to be more careful. I make sure to go in to the office whenever there is any meeting that requires my attendance, and I almost never work more than three days a week from home.
Not my actual office ‘in the city’.
I work in a team of four, and we mostly each have our own responsibilities, few of which overlap. Still, the days I’m in the office are often festive – we congregate in the corridor for impromptu team meetings, and there is much banter and wit exchanged. We play jokes on each other, and laugh together about the latest corporate buzz-words and propaganda. Upper-level managers, visiting our corner on days when we’re in full swing, often walk away shaking their heads in bemusement.
Today was a particularly good day, even though it started out quite badly. I woke before my alarm (a fate nearly worse than death) with an allergy attack, and spent the extra time paying bills. I packed my own lunch, and it wasn’t as generous as Kathy usually provides (I often eat all three meals away from home on my commute days). I forgot my allergy meds at home, and rushed back to get them, nearly missing my train.
Not my actual commuter train, but very close.
Arriving at work, I fretted about the size my lunch. “Will it be enough to forestall the mid-afternoon munchies?†I wondered. “I don’t think so,†I answered myself gloomily. I’m not a major source of encouragement in my life.
Several weeks ago, I scraped the last morsels from my secret jar of Nutella (the one that I kept discreetly stashed in my desk drawer) and the last of the Christmas chocolates was long ago devoured. A sad feeling welled up briefly as I sat, contemplating an afternoon barren of chocolate. I pondered the burning question of the ages: “Is life worth living without Nutella?â€
Setting my face like Play-doh ™ against such maunderings, I turned to my work. It wasn’t until lunchtime, when I needed some salt for my lunch, that I opened my desk drawer.
There, gleaming in the sickly fluorescent lights, was a brand-new, un-opened jar of Nutella! The rich auburn brown of my favorite hazelnut spread was clearly visible through the translucent jar, all the way to the top. I grabbed for it, afraid it might be a holographic trick, but its solid heft reassured my tight grasp … it was real!
“A jar of Nutella, in my desk drawer,†I exulted, loudly enough to bring my co-workers out of their cubes. “Which of you did this wonderful thing?â€
Not my actual Nutella jar.
Guilty looks abounded, but my benefactor chose to remain anonymous. “Maybe Eric brought it up,†hypothesized one co-worker, innocently. (Eric, when he chooses to reward us, usually brings donuts, and never secretly.)
There was only one thing to do, truly the only thing that can be done with a new jar of Nutella: I broached the foil seal and dove in with a spoon.
Even now, riding home on the train, the unexpected gift brings a smile to my face. It is true that I prefer to work from home on the days that I can, enjoying my family and a very short commute, but working in the city has its charm: my faithful Nutella jar, waiting patiently in that desk drawer.
Tim
… your no longer secret nutella jar!
What a picture of grace, eh?
“I’m not a major source of encouragement in my life.” I’m not either.
But a jar of Nutella–especially one as big as you–is a wonderful thing [smile]. Good times.
~Luke
Nice to know someone was thinking of you and honoring your health committment!
tim, i LOVE your sense of humor and your writing. you’re part eeyore aren’t you? i’m not my best encourager either! and i set my face like playdough more often than not. i always tell my hubby that it is my perogative as a woman. too bad you don’t have that excuse. that photo of you looks great! you’ve been losing weight haven’t you? way to go.
I got a jar of nutella on the way back from Mexico and have since then been enjoying it! yummy!! I wish I could get a jar that big!